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Showing Up Is Half the Battle

It’s late Thursday evening. The boys have just finished dinner. I’m cleaning dishes, talking to my oldest while he’s finishing his last bites.


And I get a text.



“Dionne, are you okay? We’re here. For the recording. Just wanted to make sure you’re on your way.”


I nearly dropped the plate.


What?


What podcast? Where was I supposed to be?


And that became the spiral.


I jumped on the phone with Deverick, and we’re both realizing—clearly—there were communication gaps. But what I do know is this… he has a full team sitting at Media Rhythm Institute Studios (MRI).


Waiting.


And I am nowhere near there. Or prepared to be there.


But I have to be.


I’m coming out of a season where I lost my father—unexpectedly. My personal life was stripped and left unprotected. I’m raising three Black boys in America. And I run a small, Black woman-owned consulting company that resisted the mantra for a long time… but now understands it fully:


You eat what you kill.


If it wasn’t for the Holy Spirit, you might think I was holding all of this together on my own. But I know better. I know where my strength comes from.


And it was that faith…and Deverick’s kindness—his empathy, really—that made me say:

If there’s a will, there’s a way.


While still on the phone, I said—If it’s God’s plan, I can make this work. If y’all can wait until 8:30… I’ll be there.


I hung up and moved faster than I ever have in my life.


Shower.

Clothes.

Iron.


“Stay in the house. Don’t open the door for anybody while Mommy’s gone.”


Then another text from Devrock:



We’re locked in. We’re here if you’re here.


I didn’t show up as my best.

But I showed up.At my fullest.


Take a listen to the podcast. I remember it being raw, reflective… the essence of me. I’ll be honest, I can’t quite bring myself to watch it, so I’d welcome your reflections.



And if you’re in the area, I hope to see you at Polish Your Piece on Thursday, March 26th, @ 7 PM at MRI Studios on Howard Street. [Click here for your ticket.]


“Sometimes half the battle is showing up…and believing that God will handle the rest!” ~ That Part!

 
 
 

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